Incessant Mercy

God seems to bless me even when i do not deserve it. he never ceases to amaze me. he lavishly pours out His love and intensely draws me into His loving embrace. Who is this God we serve? Why does He love me? Love so amazing so divine!

Frustrated

UGGG

Singleness

I'm pretty sick of being single...........
O well, i guess I'll believe that God will bring that perfect person into my life, but one begins to doubt.........
I'm almost willing to just settle, Ya know? God, she doesn't have to be "the perfect one". semi perfect will be perfectly OK....
Ya, i don't really mean that, but that's how i feel sometimes. The only good thing is that there is such a large world out there, you never know who God will just drop into your life. That is a good thought, and ill stick with that one. Amen and Amen.

Abort Abort Abort

Wow, i almost walked into a land-mine of a situation! Super jacked up, thank God for giving me eyes and ears and God timing...

Dancing with Jesus

Dance with me O lover of my soul, to the song of all songs.

Frustrated

I am super frustrated right now. I am frustrated at almost everyone, but especially myself. I am so frustrated i don't want to type out why I'm frustrated because it would take e so long to articulate how frustrated i am. The main reason I'm frustrated is because i want to be used by Jesus and i am not being used the way i know i am called to be used so i try to employ worldly methods of advancement which only leads me to being used less by God. yep, thats a mouth full. i need to only be found in the place of intimacy. i need to only let my words come from intimacy. i need to get the side issues taken care of so i can "waste" my life in intercession for the world; so that i can be a light and pour out the oil of the spirit on people i encounter everyday.


joshua


this is reality You are coming to reign on the earth, and the increase of Your government will know no end!

been too long

its been too long since i posted last and i think I'm gonna give blogging another run for its money. i really want to be all deep and spiritual on this thing, but i cant seem to get past simple heart things like loving Jesus more and treating Him better.
with that in mind, i might as well not stop it now. the thing Ive been thinking about most is side issues. so many times we allow them to come in and keep us from the great things God has for us. they are the little foxes that spoil the vine. they are the bad directions that get us just off course enough to get us lost, they are the bad timing that causes hell to break out. i want to have doves eyes, eyes of single devotion.
i don't want to talk about you like your not in the room, i want to look right at you, i want to sing right to you.